The past month and a half have been.... nuts. Mostly the good kind of nuts. Like pecans. (yeah that's right, I'm funny).
Let's begin with what has been taking up most of my brainwaves. Boys. More specifically, one boy. David. I haven't really said much about him to most people, since I really didn't know where it was going (still kinda don't) and if it doesn't work out, I don't want to have to explain to everybody
why. I didn't want to make a big deal about it at first... but I just can't help it now. So here goes.
We've known each other for a while... gosh, over a year I guess, just not very well. Well, beginning this past Halloween we started hanging out quite a bit. I started getting a crush on him... I guess it was mid/late November. Fast forward to December 1st. We're over at Angie's house hanging out, playing poker and he wants to watch this movie
Seven. It's kind of a gross, bloody, disturbing movie... but anyway, he offered to let me snuggle up with him on the couch. I
NEVER would have done that without him offering... and that's when all this
really started. At this point it still wasn't much more than the kind of crush I get on almost every guy I spend any good amount of time with... just a tad stronger since I'd had a little encouragement.
Fast forward a week to my birthday, and he comes to dinner with me and my family at the Cheesecake Factory, then we go to Dave and Buster's for the night. Fun times, but not much different than all the other times we'd hung out... I just got to drink this time. ^_^
Then a few days later Stacy had her end of the semester party and I invited David to come with me, and we had a good time. I was finally old enough to bring the kind of drinks I like (Smirnoff Ice) and David kept bringing them to me, so I wound up having like, 4 1/2 of them in the course of the evening. I think I got a little buzzed... Towards the end we were sitting in the yard chatting and he's telling me about how he's trying out the online dating thing, but he doesn't really like it, and then he tells me that he kinda likes
me, and wonders if he should start anything there... (eep!!) at this point I told him that I like him too, and that I had been wanting to say something for a while now, but just hadn't worked up the guts. It's now pretty late and the party is ended, so I drive him to his car which is in the parking lot of the Randall's not too far from Stacy's house. And we wind up hanging out and talking some more there, and well... we kissed. :o) Eventually we left the parking lot in our separate cars and went home. I remember driving home thinking "OMG, did that just happen?"
The next week he took me on our first official date. We went to Trudy's, then Dave and Buster's (gotta keep up tradition right?), then Starbucks. We had a really good time, like always. Then on Christmas Eve we went to breakfast before church at Magnolia Cafe. I guess that was our second official date. ^_^ I dunno how many we've been on now... I stopped counting.
New year's eve Angie had some people over at her house and that was awesome. Will really lights up when David is around. It's so cute. Early in the evening David and I ran out and bought some fireworks. They were mostly to entertain Will, but really, I wanted them too. ^_^ He let me drive his car (her name is Phoenix) back to Angie's house from the fireworks stand. I was really surprised! He trusts me with his car. That's a pretty big deal, right? ...So anyway, I wound up spending the night over at Angie's, and the next day David and I went to breakfast (even though it was lunch time) at Denny's, went shopping at a few different stores, saw a movie (The Pursuit of Happyness... good movie), went to Dave and Buster's, and then had dinner together. We spent the
whole day together, just doing whatever. It was really nice.
I really like him. I feel like I can actually be
me around him. I don't have to hide any part of myself to make him like me or accept me. I was thinking about it, and there's not many people like that in my life. I mean, he didn't freak out when I told him a lot of what I think about government and politics and stuff. He's not going to judge me if I say something a little dirty or anything like that... *sigh* ...That's not even that great of an example, but I'm having a hard time coming up with good examples to express what it feels like. (:o/ No surprise there... I've never been good at putting my feelings into words.)
So anyway, long story short, we're dating. But it's not exclusive. I really don't like that it's not exclusive... I don't want to think about him being with anyone else. And he has gone out with another girl, at least once. (Grr!) ...I want to be able to say, "That one is mine! You can't touch him!" *sigh* Oh well. As much as I don't like it, I
can deal with it. ...For now, anyway.
In other news:
I met with that photographer, Andy, from Studio 563, and he really liked my portfolio. I'm almost certain he's going to hire me on as an assistant! I hope that I hear from him soon, he said he'd be in touch with me after the new year. I think that if I don't hear from him by next week I'm going to give him a call or send him an email or something.
I quit my job at Hannah D's. It sucked. I'm glad I quit when I did, because if I hadn't I probably would have gotten comfortable and stayed there much longer, because that's how I am.
My car is broken. She's been leaking everything lately, but I was dealing with it... just had to add oil, water, and power steering fluid every now and then. But then last week the heater core went out. Again! We just replaced that within the last year! Dad thinks it was a defective part. We think it's still under warranty, but now he has to find the receipt, and at this point I don't think he's even started looking. In the meantime, my car just sits in the driveway, unfit to drive anywhere, and I'm driving mom's car. As much as I like the keyless entry and some of the nicer things about my mom's car... *snif snif* I miss my Trogdor. (Yes, I named
her Trogdor. And I don't care if you think that's stupid.)
I lost about 10 lbs over the holidays. Weird, I know. But all of a sudden I just found myself being satisfied with less food. *shrugs* I don't quite know what to make of it.
Ummm ok so I'm pretty sick of blogging right about now, so I'm gonna go... read a book or something. Or maybe finish up season 4 of Scrubs. I've been watching episode after episode since I got it in the mail a few days ago. I think I've only got a couple left now. ^_^
Peace people!
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